discontent with the middle

I just want to be alone. That’s how I feel right now. I was really alone for the last 3 months. And then for the past 3 days I have been spending a lot of time with people I know. And now…and now I want to be alone. I want time to think. I want time to just chill out. I want time to do my own thing and not make excuses. I never thought I would get this far. I would never thought I would be like this. I used to really always want to be around people. But no. Right now. I just want peace. And quiet. Quiet so I can get back to being ultra productive.

So many people spend so much time doing things that I have no interest in doing. Good for them. But also. I have no interest. I don’t want to watch TV with them or play board games. I want to sleep. Or work. Or like go do something somewhere.

I am discontent with the middle. Being discontent with the middle is not necessarily healthy. I just am. I am not sure why. I feel weird about it.






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